On the "Mountains of Evidence" Against Theology

I don't think "science", as we call it, is very reliable. Historically, science hasn't maintained very much credibility: only a hundred years ago, bloodletting was still a popular remedy. Lobotomies enjoyed their peak less than fifty years ago.

However, Darwin theory has always felt, to me, affirmative to "Creation" theory: it blows my mind how closely evolution mirrors the order of the events of creation week: first, just rocks. Next, water. Then, aquatic animals. Birds, land animals, and, last, people.

Any thoughts?

I don’t like the drugs, but the drugs like me. For a month or so, I’ve been trying to get off of Trazadone. It helps me sleep and stay sane, but without it I get so much done & never want food! My meds are in a conspiracy against me: My doctors will never cooperate with my thesis that I don’t need an antipsychotic. Trazadone was something I added for sleep and am now functionally dependent upon. And because of it, now I need a mood stabilizer! And I could so use benzo-diazepines again, if it weren’t for my friend, who thinks I’m "not responsible" with them. How many RESPONSIBLE people need attivan?? If I was responsible, I wouldn’t keep running to the shelter of a Mother’s Little Helper.

I hate smart people. I hate how they feel entitled to things. When they say they shouldn't have to work at an unfulfilling job because of how much more intelligent they are than their co-workers, I feel like they are saying, "I'm too pretty to work here with all of these ugly people." And I hate all of these movies about rebellious, irresponsible, rude children who are "special" and "unique"; have some special ability that omits them from having to behave. That they are just "misunderstood" (translation: their parents are too stupid for them to have to listen to.)

Stripping was such an awesome job. No cleaning, no boss yelling, no kissing customers' asses. All I had to do was show up on time, stay until closing, and refrain from sex, drugs, and fights for the duration between, and I was the best girl there. My boss fucking LOVED me. I loved the clothes, the music, the dancing. I know it wasn't ballet, but it was also my hobby and I became rather accomplished at it. I worked there the longest: four years.

Man, if I had my old ass back it would so be back up there! ;;)

Composition

Okay, so I found out what composting is, and I'm a little freaked out about it! I mean, encouraging trash to rot more? To get hot and wet? WORMS?????!!!!!!!!!

I'm just having a hard time realizing that throwing trash in the yard is GOOD for the environment!

And I did not know that soil is worm dung!!!

My disillusionment is happening rather quickly, and it's jarey. It is hard to think that environmentalism means letting the bugs live in my house, not cleaning or disinfecting, going days without showers, leaving pee in the toilette. I guess I thought of ecology as making for a CLEAN world...but now it's like, bleach is bad, poop is good, and we want MORE germs, mold, algae, and insects.

Composting is a can of worms I'm not sure I should have opened.

शीन ओं यू क्रेज्य दिअमोंड्स!

I vollunteered in my child's class Monday. She is a preschooler. The teacher stays busy and cheerful all day. She spent so much time introducing them to one letter in so many amazing ways. She spent time with each child individually working on counting. The school day is fully seven hours (including lunch) and she had to be there significantly before and after. She has to be with them ALL of the time, lunch & all. She went to the bathroom one time, as did I.
Teachers kick so much @$$!!! Most of us CAN be late to work, be grouchy, and slack of SOMETIMES. Our coworkers understand when we have personal problems. Teachers cannot, EVER, and they don't even have coworkers that they can talk to during the workday.
I am so lucky that my little girl is able to go to preschool. She needs this so much! Teachers, I applaud you.